Each December, I take some time to go over how the current year’s freelancing went and to plan for next year. This year, though, I’ve decided to take another route. December has been a time to reflect on my freelance career.
I’ve been quite fortunate in that I’ve been able to make a good living over the last few years as a full-time freelance writer (mainly freelance technical writing). Even when I was working for The Man, my freelance writing brought in a decent to substantial portion of my income, and allowed me to express myself in ways that I couldn’t in my day job. Admittedly, that day job also involved writing but …
Regardless, I should be happy with what I’ve done and how my career has progressed. But on reflection, even at this early stage, I’ve come to realize that I haven’t really achieved many of the goals that I had when I started out as a freelance writer in the early 1990s. I won’t go into my usual feelings about not having done as much as I could.
In fact, I get the feeling that I’ve become more than just a little comfortable and complacent in what I’m doing. For me, that’s not a good thing. I really need to challenge myself. If I don’t, then writing really just becomes a monotonous exercise.
On top of that, I’ve come to the realization that I’m pulling myself in too many directions. Things are going fairly well, but I’m also feeling very fatigued mentally. There’s so much that I want to do, and so much that I need to do. The problem is giving those things a priority. And it’s becoming harder and harder to find time to tackle all the want to do projects.
The plan? Over the next few weeks, I’ll be doing a major re-evaluation of the direction in which I want my freelancing career to go. It could involve a number of minor tweaks. Or, a radical change could be in the air.
More on this in 2010.
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